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2006-08-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

hmm. long time since i last blog.
tts because of my com.haha.
my com's realli crap.
-the internet speed super slow
-auto restart itself every now and then.
-_-...its a total piece of crap.

well, theres finalli no more pdp. it's great!.
i can finalli have some free saturdays.
finalli, i can have more time to mug.hah;

actualli over the last month, realli nothing much happened.
i jus remembered myself studying.
no com and sick of tv.
hmm....another thing whic i remembered was the"storm"!
tt time there was a storm when im on the sea..so fun..the speed of the boat was like powerboat like dat..haha..how i wish everytime got storm:).

one more month to promos liao.
hope i can make it.
i dun wan to drop one subject to H1.:(

2006-07-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

well, my com is down again..great!.. that night, to be precise, last night, my com juz restart by itself when i switch off one of the light in my study room. When it load finish, a stupid window pop up. it saes sth like " cannot load local profile..." haiz. then still can use the com, but all my documents cannot be acessed. hmm.so sad. MANY MANY MANY valuable infos are lost la its like wth. so saddening. my memories..:'(

got back my progress report todae. it simply sucks. cLit teacher so HEN DU gimme all dose bad comments. i love the bio teacher. ms teo simply rocks.haha..... i cant believe i could get aways from my mum so easily. phew, lucky nv get much scolding.haha..

Tmr shall be my bio mock SPA on skills B and C. hope i can perform well.going off liao. need to complete my mind maps(chemistry de) and revise bio SPA. cyA!

2006-07-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

2006-07-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

hmm..todae got group PE again. sai still cannot. i can do 3 pull ups liao(although to some may be little haha). but the problem is that, i cant kick my legs!!...haiz...wth. it seems that there is still a long long wae to go..

hmm..EOM is like so ma fan. i hate project work. if i ever become the minister of education, i will abolish PROJECT WORK!.....

oh...i found sth veri funny. bio spa got any use ma? Skill A is planning. u are suppose to learn how to plan. but den, u can actualli memorise how to write, so wads there for u to plan? puzzled. aiya, abolish spas oso la.haha.

hmm, PROMOs end of sempt leh. so fast. can start counting dwn liao, i tink i should like start revision soon liao.hahah.

2006-07-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

well.jct finalli over and i mean including collecting back scripts. hmm.basically i tink i really need to work doubly hard or else i will not get better grade in the coming up promos. heard tt this year promo is in sempt. wa lao so fast. it's like must start revision now liao la. haiz.

and todae veri sucky. i got 2 pieces of 'bad news'. 1) BIO spa coming 2) chem mock spa this week!!!!!AHHH. i wasnt in school for the whole of last week la. the sailing competition i dont even noe wads the format of chem skill D la. wt*. haiz. den last week they learn de tings i oso cant catch up:(...

im tinking bout the past few yrs. felt that some actions are realli a bit childish.haha. i wanna stay young ma. but cannot deny that im already going 19 this coming 28th july. wow 19 leh. so fast. last yr still 18( duh rubbish). but i look up down left right, i dont see my looks is like a 19 yr old guy. actualli, when i look into the mirror, i dont really can make a guess how old iam.( dont understand?nvm, skip this paragraph)

do hardwork pays off? i doubt so. the common test is so sucky. i learned BIO for the whole month of june and i scored even worse than cLit. cLit i onli study for like 2Hrs la!.as in 2 hours juz before the exam. i dun understand this.

new term ahead, dunno i can make it anot. hope so ba.
oya.! Zidane so pro.HAHA

2006-07-03T01:47:00.000+08:00

我们的纪念日 our anniversary :)

2006-07-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

hey ya. so long never update. feel guilty.

basically. i felt that my JCT is can sae totally gone case.
i'm so angry at myself that y i spent so much time playing and not revising. i should have done better. its a very throw face thing.

oh.the dae before bio, i learned so much that i dreamt about it in my dreams. i dreamt that the bio teacher chop off my hand and sae wanna do some genetics on i. it was so scary.

well. tings are not getting well. juz hope it gets better and not get worse.

2006-05-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

BUSY

2006-05-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

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2006-05-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

11/5---14/5

hmm..

friends ya tts how far we can get.

hmm..

yesterdae sailing sux.

medium wind=>thunderstorm(str. wind)=>0 knots of wind

wad the hell la.

we had combined training with RJC again.

this time i managed to beat the girl who beat me last week. i beat her while traveling downwind.

another week cuming ahead. ups and downs. well hu will noe. juz hope tt everything will be fine. juz hope tt life can be normal. and this includes hving enuff slp.

oo.. congrats to muddy mud mud( MO-NI-CA chen) ..MJ supersTar!...u

did the INTEGRITY's proud.:)..u ROT(rox) man!

i got this phrase dunno got from where de but i juz remembered it veri clearly it goes: "life is precious, treasure it"

end.

2006-05-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

wa...sad unti no feeling liao.
its like ur pain is so pain tt u no feeling le.

wishes.. tts wad i need.

2006-05-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

haha....2.4 starts here..:)

the most gorgeous pic.

2006-05-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

work piling up ...
looking down from the window, i see no distace between earth and i. i see no future, i see no light, i see no you.
the only thing i saw is WORK!

2006-05-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

haha..todae go take Ocert...saw all the tchers..:)
some pics:)

haha..our school look so communist now..haha..

haha..in the toilet..lol

lol..like all dose temple haha..the skool's guard house...lol

omg! so communist!

2006-05-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

haha..saturade nite went padang with demon enjiao yy and mich go c the concert...may dae concert..:)....these are some of the photos..:)lol

haha..accidentally pai dao de..like gay rite?lol

oki..post until here still got some but i need ta go do tang lao ya hwk le....no tym no tym...
got tym then post more..:)

2006-04-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

haha..todae sailing veri throw face..got a friendly match with RJC we lost like siao ..haha...
throw face AH..

2006-04-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

todae was a long and tiring day. Basically, i hate thursdays.
There are a total of 3 consecutive lectures in a roll. Math, followed by chem followed by 1/2 hr break then bio. Not only that, there are 2 more tutorials. chem tutorial 1 hour and LEP 2 HR!..realli veri tiring..den after that i have chinese caligraphy in the evening 5-7..damn late..

todae i plaed monopoly with qi en in the LEP room after school..qi en was left with 6 dollars..HAHA....

hmm..today i tink i basically slack during the calligraphy lesson. cox last week my stone was oredi finished le ( we were doing seals carving) so this week nth to do le lo..den i juz sat infront qi en and helped him out..haha...together, we made a perfect stone..LOL...
this was the joyous part of the day.

going to do my chem SPA revision now....tmr CHEM mock SPA..muz score well..i'm sick of failing tests.....somemore, this is last prat before actual SPA which is nxt week...but who noes, nxt fri tj may be used as a pooling center

p.s. thanks qi en and robin and di hui and dracus and everyone in CG24/06. thanks for all the fun. will remember u all de..:)

2006-04-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

hai..todae after school suppose go NSC go do boat maintanence(spell correctly?) de.budden that mao mi tan held us back for a stupid meeting for an hr...tok bout all the stupid tings la.den in the end neber go down to NSC..next week wed mus go again....wad a waste of my precious time

hmm...
todae de lessons all veri crappy..GP we went to the hub and basically slack dere doing nth..den PW of course is tok tok tok la..38ing lol...

read in the newspaper today that a sec 4 boy wrote a 130 thousand words story for his gf..omg..so romantic la....tt person must be a real pro in chinese can write so much.....

hmm perhaps i should wirte one that is 130 thousand and 1 words story .HAHA

2006-04-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

hmm..we are becumming more and more lyk strangers.....

aniwae, my PI got rejected again.:( 2ndd tym rejected le....im gonna do 3 PI's at one go and let the tcher choose.sure got one can one....
hmm..after school, stayed backed with ya wen to go see xie wan yu...learned about the alkene stuffs..

eh..todae de morning lecturers not veri good..tot ang ang will give a good lecture, but im utterly disappointed...haiz..o ya.the lecture hall was freaking hot..and stuffy..for many lectures, i tink they didnt on the air-con..

2006-04-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

mm..life is full of up and downs.:)..u never know when something unexpected will happen to u.:)

hmm.todae after school. went to meet ah kris, 149 , demon , and enjiao after school..:)..went to take neo-prints.:).haha..the neo-prints was damn funni la.haha..got time i will post them.lol.

after that, accompanied demon go buy sth.:)....

hmm..now at home. i'm tired..zzzz

2006-04-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

distressed..

gonna join national interschool sailing championship 2006 this coming july.
im not quite happi bout it. afterall, i wont have many trainings using the new boat.
yesterdae, there was strong wind. real strong wind 25knots i tink. got a 40min continuous capsize.
im god damn tired. bruises all over my body. exhausted..dont even have the energy to upright my boat.
wad if there's strong wind again during the competition?.

this few daes dont really feel like blogging.
felt that i need to get started with my studies. i'm been lagging alot. need to realli study now.
if not jct sure die.
hmm....
i'm tinking bout wad huiting told me the other dae. am i making the rite choice?... y i choose _ _ _ _ _ and not _ _ _ _ _ _.

2006-04-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

..tired.
life is boring + hopeless + saddening
haiz..

p.s. failure(remember this dae)

2006-04-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

life's getting more and more busy and tough. it has been a long time since i can have a good sleep, a long time since i can go out and watch a movie, a long time since i can go out 38ing and crapping away with my secondary school friends. life is becoming more and more about studying. i dont noe how long i can hold my emotions if the life gets even tougher. i realli realli miss my sec school mates. Especially the 03 2IT people.

anyway, i went to a stupid talk at NYJC this afternoon. it was a talk about the rise of China and the importance of chinese. LEP teachers encouraed us to go so i went. Well, i can say the talk is basically crap. Although some are useful, i tink most of them are basically craps. Furthermore, the 2nd speaker talked in a boring wae with prounciation problems for a long time. I nearly went sleeping.
Also, i met juliet at NYJC. So long never see her. Miss the days where she used to be our maid. haiz.....

results are out tonight hope all goes well...praying.

p.s: a person has to sides. you only see one side of him.

2006-04-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

was my guess a wrong one?..

haiz...
:(

2006-04-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went sailing training again.
hmm..we finalli change boats. using standard laser now..:).....
its much faster than the previous boat..lol.and it is much nicer as well...pure white..:)..
hmm..the rigging up was terriblle..so mani ropes..made me so confused..i tink it has at least twice as many ropes as my previous boat..
hmm..we stayed on shore learning the new boat the whole morning..den we had our lunch at 12...launched our boats at 12.30...
den.eh..juz train lor.......train until 5pm den went back to shore...a ful dae training..:).....
come back to shore im oredi almos half dead..lol...
reach home at around 8....den went to use com for a while she's not here so went to watch tV..
watched the xian jian qi xia zhuan..a nice show ..:)..
oki thats all..todae's sundae..tmr still got chem test..haha..mus revise..hope i dun fail it..:)....
OH i got cut..haha...

2006-04-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm..todae...went outing with CG 24/06 de peeps to Kbox and the boardgame shop...haha..veri de fun..den we went to Somerset....went to the place i always cut my hair there to give xin an a hair cut..haha.....oYa...im advertising "Hair Inn" now muz go ok? veri good de...boys cut onli $22.00...girls is i tink $27.00....:).....hmm after tt, we went to take neo prints..haha..den went to eat..den blah blah blah..and im at home now...lol..hmm..veri tired....really tired..super tired...

2006-04-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

im back..
hmm....i wonder y do i always laugh and joke everydae..i agree that it is fun and a good wae of releasing stress...but. i tink im avoiding the reality......hmm...he tun sae i should change my character the other dae..(not tt im bad juz tt i will be more charming) hmm.........change? should i? change to adult style? hmmmmm...change????should i???...... haiz

SWAY

hmm..todae is mardi gras....im resting at home at this moment.veri sian so came here to put up sth since i hvn being putting up anithing for the past few daes..:)
i feel tt this week is my sway week..i realli veri de sway....
Monday......i woke up late.6:30am..in the end took taxi. den i forgot bring my psp headphone..

Tuesdae.....i wokoe up late again!!!wth..i woke up at 7!!!!!!!!!cox iforgot put alarm!!!!!..took taxi again..my money la!!!!!in the end still late..wa lao!!!!!lucky F Tong let me off....i forgot bring my psp..-_-....my feet kana kicked on the stupid door again....my toe!!!!PAIN!!!!!!!!HELL LA

Wednesdae.....as usual i woke up late.....its not as if i dun wanna wake up early..but i juz cant...u noe? the bed the aircon..maybe i shouldnt sleep my queen size bed..i should juz sleep on the floor........sai la...everydae take taxi..i going bankrupt.....

Thursdae.....got caught during chem lecture..me turtle and magician...for wad? of cox for toking..the lecture was lyk damn freaking boring la..the lecturer i itnk is worser den worse..not onli is she monotone, she speaks softly oso..HELLO!!!!we are living things...!!!!den the aircon oso lyk not functioning lyk tt damn stuffy...

oki..gtg le....going back school for the mardi gras..hope it will be a great night with lots of fun and excitement....i juz need some happi hours..........

2006-04-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

kekez..juz got back from the 3 dae 2 nite student leadership camp...the camp was realli fun la..this was wad happened .

fri 7/4---we took a bus and went to the "karimun country club" tt was our camp site.den we started the camp by a game called identiy crisis

den. we plae "we will survive" and VEEP oso

at nitewe had a movie screening on :remember the titans"

a nice show.

hmm.den blah blah blah went to slp.

sat 8/4--we woke up at 7.15. had ou r morning stretch and started the dae.hmm.u noe wad? i forgot wad i did leh..HAHA...i can onli wad happened in the aft.

we prepared for GALA nite in the afternoon..:) our group presented a skit.and there was the cross dressing tingy.

i went up to act as a girl LOL.

the skirt nearly made my bladder EXPLODE. and the "breast" made me cant breathe.

lol

hmm.in the end, ou grp got the bes for the nite.

den went to slp

shiit la..

it rainined in the dae. our tent is damn freaking wet la.

there were ouddles of water in it. and

ALL MY CLOTHINGS ARE WET LIKE SHIIT

lucky my underwear not wet! haha.z..

den went to slp-

9/4--sun

haiz..wad can i sae.

it rained again.

we were slping so soundly den suddenly u feel the rain droplets on ur face.-_-

sai..den of course our tent flood again..haha..we migrated to another place in the end

den.

we brought our shoes into the tent.

haiz.

sway

our shoes infested with millions of ants.got bitten like shiit lyktt.

hmm in the morning we did the sembawang trail.omg..i itnk my grp best lor

although we didnt make it the first, i tink our spirit was damn good.

we ran all the wae jogging..tell u it is no less than 4km.

but we waited. we waited for the slower ones. i tink this is an important quality of leadership.

the difference between a GOOD leader and a GREAT leader is tt..

a GOOD leader-brings the team to goal

a GREAT leader- not onli brings the team to goal,but also ensure the welfare of the team.

hmm..then in the afternoon blahblahblah...all dose packing.

den went home le lo..

hmm....

made alot of new friens. all veri good ones..:).....like huiqi, yin hui, choon wei, rishik(happens to be the same pri school ), justin...the list juz goes on.

BYE!

oya..i never shiit for 3 daes ler..HAHAHAHA

2006-04-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

todae, i was super irritated by somethings
todae, i was super happi bout some somethings...

things tt irritated me includes.......

1)why must the stupid dae be so stupid?3lectures in a row

2)why cant i have more free periods

3)why cant e school juz open the gate at 11.00am

4)why didnt i got a chance to see _ _ _

5)HOW did my stupid calligraphy worth 30 dollars spoil!

6)why did school end so late

7)why i suddenly throat pain

8)why im so shy

things tt made me happi........

1)finalli finished the bio lecture test

2)the CLL lesson ended early

3)enjoyed my self with turtle and fish in the library

i wonder wad my life will be if i went to mjc..so mani of my friens are here..not tt tj friens are not good but dunno y..i miss sec school friens alot.(03--2integrity).hmm...

todae saw r_ _ _ _ and f_ _ _ _ _ _ in class so sweet wa lao cant take it.....-_-.....lol i got a pic of robin in class

(p.s. missing u more and more.so mani daes didnt see u)

2006-04-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

:)..todae got my sailing pratical test in the afternoon..haha.z...i wanna thank the weather..theres wind!!.haha...hmm..the tester tested us on the parts of a boat so shiity..he asked us wad are the 3 corners of the sail....who willl noe la....even naomi tan forgot lor..hmm then we had a smooth launch..it was off shore wind..hmm...we sailed a triangle course..:) basically a beam reach, a broad reach and a close haul..haha...it was bloody simple..den we did the man-over-board drill..i missed my "man" at first try lucky i got it when i tried again...den we did a capsize drill..half turtle...cant do full turtle the water too not deep..haha..hmm..den it started to RAIN!.lol..so fun...when we come back , i jumped off the boat too fast and stepped on a stupid rock...got my feet cut despite the protection of my booties..haha...hmm....
den yesterdae the theory test i got full marks! yea..haha...
hmm........
when we were unrigging the boat tt time it started to rain super heavily...good rain..no need wash boat le..lol.the rain did it ..haha...

oYA..we can finalli change boat le!!nxt wk, i will be learning a laser le(actualli i wanted 420)..=]

now damn tired.....its 8.39pm..tmr still got biology test ..haiz..need to revise...die ler..=[

2006-04-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

kekez.todae got mani tings tt happened shich made me feel iiether happi nor sad...

todae the LEP lesson at 12:50(super stuffy dae), we did composition ..=(...haiz...i juz cant conc. on my topic. the topic was like this..." a drop of dirty water can contaminate 1 whole cup of clean water. but a drop of clean water cant purify a cup of dirty water"...i feel tt the topic is not easi..:(.....haiz...den my mind kept drifting into another place which is veri near the IP block cox someone was in there.........zzzz..in the end, i itnk i wrote crap.....sure gonna out of point. den write half wae it started to rain. the thunder nearly cracked my ear drums...worse la.cant conc.....haiz juz hope tang tang wont read my compo to the class again. i gonna throw all my face..sure de....the first compo he read it out..wa lao...-_-.....haiz...i shldnt have wrote crap..haiz....

after school got sailing theory test..i felt tt it was quite easi or rather super easi. i onli got 2 blanks unsure..hmm..hopefully tmr de pratical i will oso pass..and most importantly, hope theres wind..the stronger the betta.i dun wan my boat gonna push by the current and move backward again.lyk tt sure fail de......haiz.and all the knots..bleahx...i juz cant remember them..haiz....lets juz pray and hope.........

after going home, i realise i got a letter from the calligraphy society of singapore telling me i won the "Tenth International Calligraphy Competition" got a bronze medal..i wanted silver de..:(...silver is like much nicer den bronze la..!...sai...

oh oh..i i bought the bio txt book ler..super thick and HEAVY......=( how am i going to sudy tt?
oki gotta do my homework and revise the thur de bio lecture test ler...

p.s.( dan you lin can dun sell e badge so ex? $5 can? preez!)

2006-04-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

todae!
HEHE.x....this me..HAHA.........i love the cloud in the back ground..so nice..i took this pic at 7.16pm..HAHA...

hmm.....todae...hmm..
in the morning, we had a couple of lectures and as usual, didnt understand much..HAHA..lets not tok bout it ler..
in the afternoon, got bio prat.!..haha..we did food test..:)..hmm, 1 hr was given to us. do u tink we have enuff time to finish the entire prat? no! impossible..!!!%$#%#^....
haha...in the end, got 2 piece of wks..den got 1 i left it blank..HAHA...not onli me, i tink almoz 3/4 of the class left it blank..HAHAHAHA......
den PE.. todae PE so slack, best PE ever ..we did the mock test..haha.onli 2 and a hald items..lol...we did pull ups, standing board jump, and ran round the school. from bk gate to main gate to bk gate..haha..round 800 meters..lol..
eh..after PE, it started to rain heavily..stucked in school with turtle,robin and arman for like dunno how long lah..!>.<...
going home tt time, i took 854 with turtle. i went to serangoon to get a hair cut..hahaz...my hair was realli thick. not onli thick but oso beri de ugly...:)>.....hahaz..
hmm ...now gonna go out hv dinner..lata cum back die ler...got loads of tutorial to complete. tmr de bio molecular(spell wrong?) tutorial muz complet all lor..and i didnt even listen to the lectures.die ler..to night no need slp ler..lucky i finished my PI ler..hahaz....all dose nv do PI de like arman and shen shou tonite realli no need slp ler..HAHAHA..good luck to them........

2006-04-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm.......
1/4/06...
hmm todae there was no wind again. so suky...as usal my boat cant move.in fact, everyone's boat oso cant move. in the end when miss tan went to see the laser sailors, we slacked and rest on the boat. sun-tan ourselves..haha...oh..we had our lunch out at sea again cox it was a full dae training. hmm.....imagine urselve eating with one hand and the other needs to control the boat..haha......the wind picked up speed in the afternoon. in the afternnoon, we did the usual triangle course. damn sian lah..every wk do the same thing...den we had a replay race again..:)...got 3rd ..:)...hmm...i actualli forgot wad i did at night..i onli remembered going to my grandma's house for dinner.den the rest iforgot le..:(...super short term memory..

2/4/06...
slacking at home. wad else can i do?...hmm...finished my PW,PI ler..need to hand in on tuesdae..basically i wrote crap ox i realli dunno wad to write. i juz wish PW can GND....
oh.im going to revise for biology lecture test at night, it's this cuming thur. i dun wan get 3 marks again..haha...i still remember my 3/20 :)...

hmm the time now is 15:40 (according to my com)..im tired, im exhausted, im ...............zzzz
ends here..:)....

*your heart my heart.

2006-03-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

todae met sec skool mates again.....got sw,ah-q,bra and youling. oso got c c,demon,and gordy...we went to pw to have lunch together.haha..so long nv go parkwae as a grp ler...realli miss the good old times we had in our sec skool life..but time juz don go back..
oya. youling got her cheek injured and the type of "plaster" she put made it look lyk injury from shaving her mus-starch.HAHA..so hao xiao..
hmm..todae was mad. got mass pe in the morning den inthe afternoon got sailing physically training again....PE can GND...-_-....its 0.04 now..april fool ler...dono tmr sailing will have april joke anot..hope not. don wan to get into water..and hope tmr's wind will be strong........

tired......

2006-03-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

STRESSED...................
cant believe tt i actualli shouted at someone in TM todae....

2006-03-28T16:52:00.000+08:00

hmm..i tink i got short term memory...wad happened todae?????
oo..
Math lecture----todae, i was feeling veri sleepy during lesson time..especially during lectures. i nearly fell asleep during math lecture. However by slping right INFRONT, i cant slp-_-...the lecturer was looking at me..-_-......haiz..den todae learn the APGP thing i noli understood the front part..
Biology lecture----eh.todae learned about lipids, the different types of lipids. hmm.dunno y but i understood more than half of the lecture even though i'm half asleep..perhaps, im jus smart.HAHA..
PW----wad can i sae bout PW? a waste of time i suppose....monotone voice+ hot afternoon=slp.
LEP----hmm..todae we learned the tang tang tt book ...wa..inside so chim..and oso i got my last exercise..haha..guess how much i got? lol..12/40..HAHA.gosh,i nearlly fainted...the exercise de passage when he was going through was damn chim lah...the passage is as follo........(in chinese:))
:::::::::::::::::::我怀念那条河流。
a．远远地看，它就像一根孤独的琴弦绷在原野上，任风雨和岁月弹拨。我是生长在它旁边的一双耳朵。当时我不觉得幸运，以为这音乐、这波涛的诉说、这不尽激情的灌注，都是理所当然的。以为这柳荫是理所当然的，洋槐洁白芳香的花絮是理所当然的，竹林里布谷鸟黄鹏鸟的啼鸣是理所当然的，两岸湿润的炊烟和歌谣是理所当然的。当时幼稚的心里，却有一个与生俱来的念头：这河流以及与它有关的一切，理所当然属于我们。
我在河湾里学会了游泳。我把蝴蝶的姿势、青蛙的姿势展示给水中的鱼；我仰躺在水床上，看天，在天蓝和水蓝之间，我是漂浮的梦。我捉螃蟹，石缝里小小的反抗弄疼了我的手，而它并没有多余的恶，小小的身体上全是武器，一生都在战争的恐惧里度过，最大的成功仅仅是防止过分的伤害。在横波河湾的时候，我遭遇过一条水蛇，小小的头昂着，更小的眼睛圆睁着打量陌生的天空，它也在不测的水里横渡它的命运。
我在竹林里制作了第一管竹笛，摹仿北斗的指法（它也是七个音孔），我在静夜里向身后的村庄和远方的岁月吹奏。
当时，我不觉得这一切都是奇迹，我不觉得我内心的水域，有一多半来自这河流的灌溉。我那浮浅、单纯、蒙昧的心里，以为这一切都是理所当然。我没有想过这河流会有断流的时候，我没有想过它似乎源远流长的水，是来自哪里？它的温柔碧波和浩然激流，是怎样一点一滴汇成？
带着它的涛声和波光，我湿淋淋地走了。我走到哪里，就把它带到哪里，我是它站起来行走的一部分，我的记忆里流淌着它的乳汁。
我仍然觉得它理所当然存在于那里，理所当然属于我，属于我们，而且永远。
年前回家，我愕然了。我再也看不到那条河流。横卧在面前的，是它干涸的遗体，横七竖八的石头，无言诉说着沧桑；岸上的柳林、竹林、槐林、芦苇荡都已消失，荒堆上，有人在埋头挖坑淘金；三五个小孩，在放一只风筝，几双眼睛一齐向上，望着空荡荡的天空，和那只摇摇晃晃的风筝。
我已找不到当年游泳的地方，那让我感到河水深度、照过我少年倒影、用蓝色的旋涡激起我最初诗意想象的地方，已被高大的垃圾堆覆盖。
我多想，我多想找到死去的源头，去大哭一场，让泪水复活这条梦中的河流。
这时候，才痛彻心肺地明白：天地间没有理所当然永远属于我们的事物。
理所当然，理所当然地去珍惜——这才是惟一属于我们的理所当然。
b．我们不过也是游荡于河流中的另一种鱼。我们不愿成为干鱼，但我们很可能要把自己折腾成干鱼。许多河流枯竭了，污染了。爱，枯竭了；我们内心的河床，不再是碧波倒影，而是注满了污水，堆满了垃圾。....

den eh...ya tts all..i veri tired ler.....:)

2006-03-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

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TERRIBLE MONDAY!

27/3/06 a dae to remember. not onli do i feel not veri happi.oso, the grp PE in the afternoon was murderous(did i spell wrongly?).........
this was wad we did for grp PE.......
1) running the track 2 rounds to warm up(small case)
2)-_-""run the track another 2 rounds. every 100m, there is a station. must do different things at the stations.Eg. sit-up push up....
3)20 pull ups. hand must be DAMN straight-_-""...

sai...do finish all i almoz died-_-...i tink is because too long never do PE ler.....haiz.....TIRED#^#&*%

in the morning, it was quite slack.....but dunno y, i todae juz cant conc3ntrat3...y ah? during lesson tym, i was thinking bout OTHER things..den i asked stupid questions in math tutorial..-_-..so p.s.

hmm ..... some interesting things i found in the web =D..tink i will share with everyone..haha.

this is a test to test if he/she loves you.....
1) u will always see him/her gazing at you. whenboth of u suddenly look at each other , he/she dont have time to look away.
2)he/she appears to be shy and reserved infront of u.
3)never dares to take iniative to talk to u. some times his/her face will turn red if he/she sees u.
4)walk pass u as if u are not there.
5)willing to help u.
6)shy when both of u are alone. he/she tends to plae with her things.
7)you always feels that he/she dont wan to talk.

if 3 of the above are correct, the chance of him/her loving u is 70%
if 5 of the above are correct, the chance is 100%!!!!

how many correct ones did u get????

(p.s i got 4 =D)

2006-03-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

happi saturdae

haha..i feel that this few daes i veri slack......hmm..is it good or bad..:)

todae went sailing again..:)...the wind was quite good not veri strong but oso not veri light haha....and oh yes i didnt capsize..haha...den todae i nearlly got a chance to sail a 420 with j2 guys but the coach went home early..:(....in the end onli can sail the noob topper..haiz...1 bird...
den todae dere was a race oso..came in 2nd and 1st..:).......i concentrated alot lea....

now i seatin infront of mi computer....blogging......veri tired,cox of the morning training...yawnz..later still need to clean up the house..haiz.....im leading a maid's life..:(.....

(p.s gnd la enjiao, give me tt kind of testimonia in my friendster..-_-""
女孩收拾好东西，步出了这个校园，铁丝网的另一边，男孩悲伤的远送著她，他不敢走上前，因为他不知道女孩的心里到底有没有他，他可以做的，只有默默地目送著她离开……)

2006-03-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

天灰(use unicode if cant c)

我看懂《天灰》了
天灰的：女孩在网上的讨论区开了一个标题–「关於宋哲纬？」每打一个字，她的手总觉得是非常沉重，她问自己，这样做有用吗？自己是想寻找这个人吗？还是……只希望确定他的心意就够了？记忆一转，就回到以前中学的时代了，女孩面上戴著口罩，一副因病而显得疲惫的样子，她低著头，缓缓地在走廊上经过。男孩在一旁看著她，欲言又止的，这时，女孩的朋友上前来挽著她的手臂催她向前走，男孩就这样看著她离开了。 2002年11月22日（阴）：「下午开始热了起来，大家都去上体育课了，只剩下我一个人，心情有点灰……」女孩坐在空无一人的课室里，提笔写起日记。她只觉得，没有人理会她，整个世界仿佛只有自己一人，而巳，她不知道，就在对面的课室，男孩也在空无一人的课室里，拿著笔，凝视著她，画起这个女孩的人像画来。提起照相机，女孩把学校的每一个角落也拍了照，她希望可以把回忆都停住在底片内…… 在学校的医疗室内，女孩正躺卧著。护士替她注射点滴。女孩的眼角，流下了一滴泪，是因为身体很痛？还是心已经很疲惫了？ 2002年12月2日（雨）：「365个打针吃药的日子，甚麼时侯才会停止？」男孩放了一瓶鲜奶在三楼宿舍的露台上，女孩弱不禁风慢慢的来到，眼前却不见男孩的踪迹。当她来到栏边拿起温暖的鲜奶瓶的时候，她低下头，摄入眼底的是一副图画，是她自己的画像……是男孩，他偷偷地用粉笔，在石地上留下了女孩的踪迹……一阵暖意，涌上了女孩的心上…… 2002年12月3日（阴）：「终於，无法再上课了……」女孩收拾好东西，步出了这个校园，铁丝网的另一边，男孩悲伤的远送著她，他不敢走上前，因为他不知道女孩的心里到底有没有她，他可以做的，只有默默地目送著她离开…… 生活依旧照常，男孩在篮球场上继续与朋友一起活动，女孩偷偷的坐在远处，用照相机把男孩的每一个神情也拍下。每一个眼神，每一个动作，女孩都努力地把它们留下来，因为她不知道，她还可以撑多久…… 3年了，女孩已经离开了校园1095个日子。她的病情日益严重，女孩只能待在家里，墙上贴满的都是他的照片，她，从没有忘记过他…… 女孩开的标题有人回覆了，心里感到一阵憾动，是因为她的坚持感动了上天吗？女孩看著一个个的留言，她脑里一片空白，坐在电脑前的她只懂哭，眼泪就这样崩溃地涌了出来…… 2005年11月28日，coca留：「我记得我有个国中同学，好像是叫宋哲纬吧！」 2005年11月29日，小安留：「他好像有继续画画，后来毕业了，考上美术系。系上剧团的海报，都是找他帮忙画的，我们跟他很熟呢，你想找他吗？」女孩的日记再没有她的字迹；学校的山头也没有了女孩的踪影。女孩微笑的神情停留在她毋亲手握的照片中，她的笑容，依靠是那样的温婉。毋亲的手轻轻滑过女儿照片上冰冷的长发，彷佛女儿就在她的怀中，现在可以怀念女孩的，就只有这个办法吧…… [不管是落叶.不管是阴天.天灰永远会变晴天... 你在找我吗?]

haha..
todae lesson veri de good....mass pe(which we did nth) den break den chem pratical(cant conc. tinking bout sth) den math tutorial...haha.....
finished school at 11.55am lea...so gd...everydae lyk tt den good ler...
after skool went to............
frm klass room 131----->canteen(zap)----->canteen(outside dere)----->met "cute little angel"(puke)----->side gate----->red light(cross road)---->bus stop(wait fer 38)----->tampinese poly clinic(sway sway it starts at 1.30 reach dere at 1)----->tampinese mall(met lang lang, sw, pala, jiaojiao)----->century square----->cinema at lvl 4----->counter 1(5 tiks)----->rushed to poly clinic(waited long long den gave up)----->7 eleven----->road side----->taxi----->century square----->went in for movie(cry wolf)----->toilet----->bus interchange----->72----->home----->computer----->went jogging----->back for dinner------>typing this nw...haha......blea.......

2006-03-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

i feel lyk SHIIT...isit i 2pid or the lecturer 2pid??? ..damn..
2dae de bio lecture was damn damn 2pid......i couldnt understand almoz all the tings the lecturer said..-_-....she was lyk toking so damn fast la....den oso she breaks up her sentences into phrases. cant she juz sae a complete sentence????....haiz..todae's carbohydrate ting i tink i gone case le.....sai.....hiaz..is i 2pid or lecturer 2pid......??

den todae was veri tiring oso...haiz..got 3lectures and 3 tutorials...=(..stayed in e same seat in LT2 for 2 hrs..:(........damn tired..:(...

after skool went to eat with ya wen. den we had a little chat..lol.....so funni..she ask me rate her beauty..HAHA..opps shldnt have said..LOL..the results dun wan sae here..lol.....

oki tts all gonna do my math tutorial 6 le..tmr muz hand in lea..haiz...long daes we have..
and o YES!....shiity..tmr morning mass PE den afternoon got sailing PT..wa lao...die liao la..-_-

2006-03-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

(use unicode if cant see the characters)为什么，我喜欢的人总有了男朋友。但我不知道的是，她。为什么又要给我机会，真的。好无语的，其实，我喜欢一个人很简单。在我生命中的她，总喜欢问我：你为什么喜欢我，我说：我就是喜欢你，对你有种那朦胧的感觉。我自己也喜欢那朦胧的感觉！爱一个人，不要问她以前怎么样。只要她和你在一起了，就只要想着以后。因为，以前总有些别人不想提起的事，因为她以前有过快乐，同时也拥有过伤心。或许，两个人在一起，重要的是开心，不是吵吵闹闹的，不管以后怎么样，只要两个人在一起开心就可以了..
死了都要爱 ,不淋漓尽致不痛快 , 感情多深只有这样 , 才足够表白 ,死了都要爱, 不哭到微笑不痛快 ,宇宙毁灭心还在 , 把每天当成是末日来相爱, 一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来 ,不理会别人是看好或看坏 , 只要你勇敢跟我来 ,爱不用刻意安排, 凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快 , 享受现在 ,别一开怀就怕受伤害许多奇迹我们相信才会存在, 感情多深只有这样才足够表白 , 穷途末路都要爱 , 不极度浪漫不痛快 ,发会雪白 ,土会掩埋 ,思念不腐坏, 到绝路都要爱, 不天荒地老不痛快, 不怕热爱变火海 ,爱到沸腾才精采 .

2006-03-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

haha.z todae afta skool..so fun..lol..went to see all my jie mei men..lol...
eh..we went to TM to shop lol..went to toys r us.....so fun inside......den da bin screamed when s w put the frog soft toy infront of her..HAHA..actualli i oso found the frog quite scary...haha...........omg..so fun inside la.......

den after tt we went to 77th street to see BAGs!!!haha.z....but un fortunately found no bags which are nice......haiz..
den we went to mj ....demon try to find amei's gai ban cd..:)...but eh..lol..
after tt went to a few more shops den went home/...it was raining when i was getting home:).....

todae in school damn sian....got 4 hrs of lesson..:(.....2 hr of gp 1 hr of pw..and 1 hr of civics.:(...i nearlly fell asleep in klass..haha.......

2006-03-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

haiz.....y is my life so pathetic.....
theres something protruding out behind my head...going for x ray soon...hope not tumor......i dun wan die so early..haiz......y is my life so PATHETIC!..:'(...sobz

2006-03-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

~~LOL.i tink todae we nearly became "brokeback" haha..........~~

hmm todae went shopping with demon aftere skool..:) we went to orchard the hereen dere..haha...but cldnt find anything up to standard.:(.
den after tt, we went to taka dere.....the kinokuniya(spell wrong?) dere..den one level above it got mani mani interesting shops..hehe...we went in to have a look...den i tink we realli like brokeback lo....cox standing beside a couple, i tink eh......lol.......after tt, we went to take the NE line to gordon and my house dere. we wanna go see doby..:) but b4 seeing doby, we went to heartland mall:).......hmm, first we went to the popular dere..:) den bla bla bla.....we reach gordon's house at round 7.30pm..:) omg doby so cute..lol..one ear can stand one ear cant..HAHA.......but hor, veri ps lea.....cox gordon's family hving dinner den like tt we go in eh....like veri eh.....lol.....catched a bit of campus star den i went home at 8.30pm:).....den i reach home le eat dineer shower..bla bla bla..life goes on...:)......

TREASURE LIFE

p.s.( i onli like u..:)...bt u tink i am jking)

2006-03-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

lol..todae i tink i'm mad......
went shopping with my frien cox i was feeling not veri happi..(cox of all the events happened todae and in the last few daes)
den, i tink i became "SHOPPING KING" ...i bought alot of things....bankrupt le....i bought 2 pair of shoes and eh 2 CD album, den oso got some clothes. after all iwent to watch movie....den came home.....i juz want to sae a BIG SORRY to my wallet didnt wan u to bleed so much..i oso dunno y i did tt........sry wallet....

2006-03-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

haiz....todae kana cheated by a competition.....

the paper saes got 20 winners but in the end onli got 5 :(..basket...
i went all the wae from kovan to CLEMENTI for this competition den kana cheated......damn suk....and i woke up at 7!!!!!!!! im damn angry la...it was the first time they hold this competition den cheat us.......wan more people go oso no need to use this kinda of suky wae..wa lao...realli angry la...i feel lyk writing to straits time forum..i WILL....
den todae dunno y i juz cant conc. my words are like not slanting to the left then slant to the right..(o btw it was a calligraphy competition)...not performing, oso same for yesterdae. the sailing. in the competition, i got 1st for first race den second race i cant conc and got 3rd den last race oso cldnt conc. in e end got 2nd..:( i shld have gotten all first.....;(......

can someone tell me y i juz cant perform normally..:(..realli sad.......

tmr 2nd term will start le...hope everything goes well and goes smoothly..:)..realli.....

2006-03-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

.todae. sailing damn suky.....
there was basically no wind in the morning....den of course my boat became last...cox of my weight..suk la...den muz seat in frnt of the boat...keep turning back to see infrnt..my back and shoulder hving ache......this carried on for 3 hrs...damn sian...den juz as we were about to get back to shore (cox of no wind), the wind picked up speed and we had to go back to sail agian....fuk la....suddenly strong wind...........20 knots....capsized, 14 times-_-.......i oso fell out of my boat.....cox i wasnt concentrating, i was tinking bout sth den suddenly there was change of wind direction(a str wind) and the sail juz turned didnt realise tt.......den the boom of the sail heats me right in my face and i was knocked into water...and worse of all , the boat went away without me cox my main sheet(rope) was kana stucked....damn sian la, come back tt time so tired....i nearly dehydrated...lucky got sweets....my nose was sun burned oso....:(.....
nw the time is 5.50pm, i'm posting ...........love ya..cg24/06;)

2006-03-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeee..i tink i cant take it :(.....da3 ji1 tai4 da4

2006-03-17T16:04:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee.toade i got the bad news..but nv mind.i will carry on my life as normal..:) (hope i can)

hmm...todae i went to tubao's house help her to paint her house..haha......kekez....but i didnt help alot..haha.z...feel so bad.....
then todae oso went to watch the movie "yours mine and ours".......so damn funni the show. a veri nice show i would sae..hahaz...they have 18 kids haha......
weeeeeeeee.....todae cant go mich de bbq..so sry.....cox i promised to go home hv dinner...:(
weeeee....feng lin i hate u man..lol..juz jkin........weee.thanks anywae....
haha...
haiz..wad can i do....:( HAIZ

2006-03-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

why?......??

2006-03-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

haiz.....名花有主了........:(

2006-03-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

eh..went to my secondary class de chalet yesterdae..:) so fun..saw my long tym no see friens..:)...dunno why but the stupid charcoal took a long tym to start haha..in the end we used the stove to heat the charcoal(my idea!) haha........eh...we gambled a bit...haha....plaed blackjack....mi won two dollars.haha...actualli wanted to plae whole nite de...den cox the nxt dae got lesson muz go school at 10.30, so didnt plae whole nite...i slept at 4.10am...:) woke up at 8.00am....i had a realli nice sweet dreamx...:)......omg....i wish i will nv wake up and stay in tt dream..:),haha.........
~~
todae went to school at 10.30 am to have LEP extra lesson..:)...studied the tao yuan ming thing....lolall dose chim chim old chinese characters and sentences hahaz.....our tcher crapped a lot and we took nearlly 2hrs to finish the lesson..-_-"" damn tired la.....imagine me for the past few nitez all didnt have good rest..den the lecture hall was damn freaking cold oso...........i was shivering..-_-""

end here liao...
too tired to type anymore...:)=P

2006-03-13T09:37:00.000+08:00

ha...finalli cum back home le..the 3 dae sailing camp was veri fun haha....

10/3/06-
went to the NSC(national sailing center) at 4.30pm......spent the night at there...a pity tt i could not go to the o-nite.:(.....
reached NSC at 5pm den there was the biathlon. haha..ran along the shore..weeee.damn tired..at night there were the sharings by seniors...den lights off at 12.00..:) zzzzzzzzzzz

11/3/06-
woke up at 8.00am....slacked around looking at the seniors preparing their sailing boats. at 8.30am, had my breakfast(one toast =p).den started preparing my own boat.......breifing at 9.30am........den launched my boat at 10.am....a long dae out at sea starts now....started sailing until 1.00pm and had my lunch out at sea..:).den there was a race..a relay race..one senior partner a junior..:) the race was fun..lol....there were 2 races..i came in 3rd for both..:)...there was oso an indivual race for J1's i came in 2nd..hehe..came back on shore at 4.30pm..went to shower ......went back school at 6.00pm..had our dinner outside school.
den there was a sharing done by a national sailor in the night..:)learned alot from her.....slept at 12.00am.

12/3/06-
woke up at 5.00am..prepared pur things for tracking and assemble at 5.45am. the bus was late by 1/2 hour..-_-.......we boarded the bus at 6.32am.......den headed straight to the causewae..lucky we were early..dere wasnt realli tt much people..:) we crossed over to mysia at 7.30..had breakfast at a market in mysia......i ate 4 pratas...:)
den we headed to the hill for our tracking..:)....there were some probs when we reach the hill...dunno wat permit thing the rangers dont let us go up the hill...we had to choose an alternative route.....the nighmare begins......
we went to a moutain nearby and started climbing it....u noe wad? the path we took was a quarry and should be out of bound..the stupid ground was damn damn damn soft....veri difficult to walk....worse thing is tt....there were alot of sand on the ground..the sun was realli realli scorching the hell out of us....it was like walking in a desert...-__-...we walked pass the quarry and reached the foot of the hill.........den we started the climb...u cant imagine the route.....no one has ever walk pass the route b4..we were the first few people....-_-..the greass all got thorns..got cut all over my leg..-_-...den all the falling logs obstructing our wae..it is lyk obsticle course..-_-..the gradient oso veri stupid....suddent gradient veri steep..den suddenli goes dwn..took 2hrs to reach the summit.....the last part isnt meant for human to climb..it is lyk climbing vertically..-_-....the summit hehe..........-_-..was juz a plain with some vegetation and trees surrounding it.cant even see far.stupid rite....when we reached the summit,we were left with no water..lol...everyone was lyk dehydrating..haha....we reached the foot at 5.30pm.walked pass the quarry...the soft ground was terrible..mani of us got our leg stucked into the dirty mud..-_-.including me...veri veri er xin............we had our dinner in town..the dinner was fantastic.the food veri fong fu.....everyone ate lyk at least 2 bowls of rice haha.....i ate 4 and a half bowls of rice my table there ate an average of 3 and a half bowls of rice lol.we headed for the firefly cruise after the dinner...the fireflys damn nice..we managed to catch one...and it's really nice..i will bring her there one dae.haha.den the sky was oso veri clear....can see lots of stars..;)..after the fireflycruise we heade back to singapore...reached school at 12.00am..:)..had a quick shower and fell asleep instantly...haha.

13/03/06-
woke up at 7am..wash up and had a sharring and evaluation section until 8.00am.....den went home le..:(.....

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2006-03-10T02:46:00.000+08:00

hey. all......tmr last dae of orientation hope it will be fun..

eh..deres sth i dun understand....y people change class so sad?den lyk pms lyk tt...may be i nv change but i still don tink tt it is veri sad..lol.
u see...chnging class may not be a bad ting oso..u see la...if u the onli one in your class taking the sub com..den when everyone havingt their lessonu noe lesson..den means tt u will be slacking alone......-_-"
pathetic..
so it is better to chng class...
although u will not be able to see old class mates often..but still can see ma....
not as if u are migrationg to the moon.....-_-
sooo.......y muz u be sad if u are chnging class???????(a million question marks)

2006-03-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

:)....yo yo..here again..:)
todae the 3rd dae of O2...wa veri tired ...but the DRAGON BOTAING was fun lea...
yes ..dragon boat!!!!!!! (although there was neither dragon head nor dragon tail on the two ends)
man....it was so fun..but muz pay for the fun...we boat boat till our arms damn pain...:(
after the dragon boating we went back tj..went to the toilet and den went off..haha.others oso....we pon the mass dance pratise..:) cox hu will be in the rite mind 2 go and dance after the vigours dragon boating thingy lo..:)
den(miss her alot).........den....tmr den write..

2006-03-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

testing..

2006-03-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

:(
dunno y juz feel tt life is becuming more and more meaningless....
perhaps i'm juz too tired....

haiz....

todae, i pon the orientation ...:) went to school to tap card and den went off le..lol.took bus 12 and went all the wae to cchms,:) ate the prata and den headed for sec sch...
after tt, went to suntec and walked to marina square..plae pool and arcade and lan at there..the pool was fun..:)
after tt, went to shop with robin.....found a veri nice bag.
den went shaw tower with robin..
he went to buy his magic thingys..
saw a veri veri big bear..it was pale yellow in color and it was realli veri cute.
den aft tt, went to robin's house to change back to sch uniform and headed back to school.:)
slack in the hall for a while den went sailing theory class...
den at 5.45, went out of school...
walked with ar man to bedok interchange and took bus 25 home....
actualli wanted to take 38 to tampinese first but veri late ler...
den reached home at 7.10....ate dinner and came online.....things i did fer todae...in sequence.

2006-03-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

hai...i'm feeling so eh. grey
y does everyone tinks tt i am dose kind will always be happi de tt kind?
dont they noe tt i so hv 2 sides ?
i may seem to be happi but at times, wad it seems may not be true...
i may be feeling realli sad ....i'm juz acting..
realli...............gloomy dae..xiang3 nian4....ta1

hmm...todae i had my 2nd orientaton started..nort sae not fun la.but eh...realli i dun feel tt it was as fun as O one lor...
the mass dance was fun...;)
hmm... i realli not feeling veri high so juz blog till here....
gloomy daeeeeeeeeeee....
the sky is grey...
my heart is grey...
grey..grey..grey..grey..grey....

2006-03-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

haiz.. my life is so pathetic....
haiz....
todae was the last tym as a cd during the pae period, we went out together..but..in e end, it didnt turn out to be a nice outing.:(

i dun understand y people juz cant compromise with other pple...:(
if people noe how to compromise wldnt things turn out to be much easier? and wldnt it be so complex?
haiz
the outing todae wasnt realli tt bad, but i juz dun feel the mood we shld have for an outing...u noe? normalli outing is go walk walk and talk crap and ba guas...
but i dunno y lar, some juz cldnt accept this and wanna aiya dunno how to phrase......
the onli thing tt realli cheered me up was the last part where we went to the esplanade there, we walked by the sea and it was realli fun....
it was the last dae clara and elvin with us le....so sad.;..
and i tink clarence realli fell in love with di hui lo....hahaz.....but di hui has the chair le..lol
clara was a realli interesting person who can cheer us up at anitym aniwhere..i realli miss him alot....
tmr,,,,,,,,will be the start of tj's life..hope i can find it bettta than the first 3 month in tj..not saying tt the 1st three month not good but juz tt hope can make new friens..:)
hai....clara i miss u..
i miss YOU too....

p.s. clara= clarence.
p.s. i saw a veri nice bag todae but didnt have the money to buy..:(
p.s. CG 24/06 rox!!!!!!
p.s saddest ting on earth is to miss u....:(
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2006-03-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

haha..finallli can stay in tj le..:) my stone finalli drop le..:) so happi

2006-03-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

haha.z...todae i took my driving theory test..:) and i PASSED!!!hahaz....
1st time pass liao...i'm so pro..lol

Hmm ..the pass few daes nv come and blog cox i was preparing for the tests..wed chem test thur driving test...no time to blog
haha

my chem test die le...out of 25 marks i got 12 marks nv do..haha.sure fail de..:)shldnt have prepared.....prepare le oso no use..:(

tmr,3/3/march,,,,,,, posting results will be out...will i be able to staY? ...hope i can stay..:( i juz dun wan so fast leave “her" ....
:(　　　　　　～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～　　　　　　:(

2006-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

URGENT!!
i got fever+headache+stomachache...
killing me....

2006-02-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

haiz.....waited for her for the whole morning..but haiz...
gotta go out now....wont be using com animore for todae le...
so sad....
my sky veri de groomi....
if u are nort there wads e meaning of life...
my life changed becox of u. with u around, a cup of coffee left overnight oso taste sweat sweat de......

can dun tok to me and tink of others? can we dun be friends? ke yi ma?
i veri sad but cant express my feeling...................................................
can dun hold my hands sae i sure noe...cant be lovers can be friends...but.can we dun be friends?)

2006-02-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

haha.....todae i got sailing for half of e dae.lucky onli half dae not full dae....i half dae already dead
nearly died of dehydration:(
den todae i forgot bring sunblock in the end i became charcoal.haha.
the sail was veri fun but as mentioned veri veri tiring cox the wind is str..
u see, u wan fun den u will be tired or will be injured.haha
like me, i got cut while sailing cox i lost conc. and eh.......

i swear by nxt trainig i will wil will get my gloves and SUNBLOCK ..haha..
dun wan everytime go out den come back like so damn exhausted and get my self cut like hell..lol.

todae sat..veri sain..need learn my driving theory, ox 2nd march test leh..eh mus pass.i wan drive her to school..haha

2006-02-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

hmm
todae i pon physical training,cox i'm not feeling well:)..
but hor..still feel so bad....:(
acutualli wan to go de.....den the weather was so humid and warm in the afternoon....all my friens go home le....leaving me alone in school..lyk tt veri sian...so..eh..pon he physical training in e end.

oo...todae's PE was swimming again....ha..we finalli stop learning plunge..:) learning tt for the past 2 weeks, many of my friens got the 'dragon tattoo' on their chest haha....but ben3 ren2 dun hv..haha..i pro right..:)..todae we swam for 8 laps onli..:)so shuang, swim fast fast den can go le..lol...

todae i oso accidentally steped on qi en's poor feet..lol...left him groaning in pain..hahaz...wanna sae a BIG SORRI..:)

wk end finalli arrive le..but tmr stil mus go for cca..:(...haiz wad life is this..cant even sleep during wk end..:(

2006-02-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

(wish tt she is bebe and i am the guy)
ha....
todae the math test finalli finish le.
u noe wad? i actualli managed to finish leh.z..:)
gosh.. so suprised. tot i will get another 3/total marks.haha.
hmm..although finished all, but hor, dunno correct anot.z..:(
there was 4 questions in the test. i spent 20mins tinking of the first question..lol.left 20 min for the rest..lol. oto i will never be able to finish it.

since i finished all, i realli want to thank my beloved friends fer helping me so much..especially my dear 'turtle' haha.z.oso my dear tutor cecil
of course not forgetting the most impt HER hu gave me support..:)
:)
there's gonna be a chem test again nxt wed..hope i can finish the test too:)....there may be a bio test too.....tian ah...y so mani test de.:(

2006-02-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

my cute friend..

2006-02-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

I AM BLOGGING! -_-""
ha..so long nv blog le.....:)
tym to put sth.:)

tmr is my math test le. noe wad i nt worried at all cox if fail sure got others accompany me fail de (i veri bad hor)bt hu cares..:)

hmm.realli nthing much happened within this few daes. only memorable one is tt the standard of e students in my lep class is SO SCARY neax.
all so pro................sae all e chim chim words.. i hear dey sae is enuff to scare me to death...hmm.....(realli considering chnging lep to other subs sae econs)lol.

den..still got my klaz got one "guy" called Clarence(aka clara or sherene) he realli veri hao xiao..:)haha....u noe wad....with him around u surely wont stop luffing de,haha..........however, at times it may also be dangerous with him around . for eg hving lunch.....he will sae all sorts or er xin tings which will amke u eh PUKE

2006-02-16T15:16:00.000+08:00

haha